Halli, I really really do like you. I am not sure how much of an attraction it is but I definitely have feelings for you. I wanted to be your friend. I wanted and still want to. I want to get to know you and spend time with you before getting into a relationship. I feel that is often the best way-plus If things don’t work I would still have you in my life-you know before making the big leap! Well I have tried but you make it so difficult. You are either playing too hard to get or you just don’t like me and are guarded or friend zoning? I don’t know. You do seem to enjoy when we talk but maybe it’s just the attention? I care and feel for you so much. I think of the nicest kindest things to say to you and it doesn’t seem to barely move you. I dress up and put on perfume to smell nice and it’s all for you. Everyone tells me how great I look, my fashion sense etc but you don’t seem to care or notice at all. It’s like I’m giving you my best and getting so little in return. Then there is the dating site so I thought well why not try it out and see? Because doing this thing with you is heartbreaking and moving on and the thought of “leaving” you is also heartbreaking but I need and deserve to be happy either way . I care for you so much but I deserve and want to be happy even if that means without you. I’m still yours if you will have me but I can’t keep doing this cat and mouse “go fish” game with you. I have done come so close to shaking youb(not really) and yelling (of course not)-only in my mind or asking do you like me?! But I feel the answer should be clear and forcing the issue would push you away
