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i still love my ex even tho he cheated on me, started rumors, talks s***, lies, and more. my friends always tell me to move on get over him and try with someone better, but i can’t they don’t understand. when he texts me, i get so happy, when he tells me he misses me i swear my heart stops for a moment,and when he gives me the slightest glance i can’t help but think about him all day. i don’t even understand it, but what i do know is, i love him. if i even think that there’s a chance ill keep trying and i won’t let him go. even after everything he did if he came to me told me he wanted me back i would say yes with hesitation and that’s something i can’t stand about myself.

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My art therapist/group therapist and I were having an illegal affair. I would write secret messages to her and she would read them and respond to them in person. She would do favors i asked of her, like wearing outfits i asked her to wear, she’d even do me s***** favors. I made her a google drive full of p*** of me and then crafted a puzzle link to get to it that only she could have known. The link was a tinyurl with three phrases in the url that only she could have known. We would walk for an hour every day and swing at the park. I would write her poetry and play love songs for her every day. She broke the rules to play mario kart with me constantly when her boss was out. We had something magical. But she would never communicate directly with me because sge was afraid she’d lose her liscence to practice and her boyfriend and house, abd when I pushed her to unmask and be real, she told me I was wasting my time. Well that pissed me off and I crashed out a little abd she used that crash out to get me kicked out of my group therapy program. She wants out and I told her she’s not allowed to want out. I told her If she doesn’t reach out to me and continue this affair, that i will report her and get her liscence taken away and if that doesn’t work ill find some other way to ruin her life. You dont go from gooning in the bathroom at work to someone to throwing them away in the same week. Thats fucked. I’ll post her name here soon if she stays quiet and doesn’t reach out to me.