i still love my ex even tho he cheated on me, started rumors, talks s***, lies, and more. my friends always tell me to move on get over him and try with someone better, but i can’t they don’t understand. when he texts me, i get so happy, when he tells me he misses me i swear my heart stops for a moment,and when he gives me the slightest glance i can’t help but think about him all day. i don’t even understand it, but what i do know is, i love him. if i even think that there’s a chance ill keep trying and i won’t let him go. even after everything he did if he came to me told me he wanted me back i would say yes with hesitation and that’s something i can’t stand about myself.