Pointless rant from an admitted s***** sociopath. I both fully immerse in yet detach from s**. I focus on sensations I receive and response from those I evoke sensations in. I refuse to accept lack of o***** from someone yet only rarely give them mine because it is too vulnerable for me. Love the foreplay sensations but c****** for someone makes my skin crawl. So most of my orgasms are from me. And I take my time with it. When p*** is involved, which is rare, I am only watching the woman’s facial expressions (which is mostly fake so welcome to why p*** bores me most days). My rant? I was bouncing around to see if any p*** caught my interest and no it didnt. I watched a close up oral c****** compilation. Sensual slow so you could see ever twitch of the c*** and contraction of the balls. Only one woman actually expressed a subtle smile as the c*** came for her. She clearly liked having that pride of accomplishment. The rest of them usually just let it fall out of their mouths and wtf. Do youbhave any idea how little s**** a man produces in his lifetime and you waste and disrespect it/him looe that? While women expect a man to perform like an olympian (and truth be known i usually happily dive into a woman ears deep, I f****** love drowning in a p****). And more honest context…dont hit me with “but s**** is gross….” in my explorations seeking something besides giving oral to grasp for a s***** connection, i have sucked a c*** or 12 in my life, and swallowing was completely natural. Rant over.