Have I ever forced you for anything, have I given any conditions, have you made any promise that cant be broken even if something makes you feel

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Have I ever forced you for anything, have I given any conditions, have you made any promise that cant be broken even if something makes you feel suffocated, have I ever pleaded please stay knowing that your heart will suffer. I think the answer is ‘No’.
You are a free soul I have always said that and above all I trust nothing can be forced.
I am here not because of you, I am here by my choice as I need to get it off my chest and surprisingly you never fail to recognize them, your eyes are so familiar with my style and I too terribly fail to fabricate them properly.The cryptic posts scream more louder here and how can you miss them. But trust me I don’t want to hurt you there’s no place I can go, every where I go it seems I find you. Yup I agree it may be all mind tricks but you know I never cared about it. I breathe here. Everyone needs an escape, here I am..this is my ‘ME TIME’ zone.

Listen you were free then… You walked away when I needed you most,, I never uttered anything then, no grudges I held, in fact I claim nothing now too because I know my limitations.
I always want you to be in a happy place. Never want you to suffer for me and it hurts really when I see unintentionally I become the reason of your pain.
The fault lies in me not my stars ..I accept my only fault is I love you and I can’t do anything about it my heart never stops loving you. I confess my mind says you don’t deserve these emotions while my heart denies every allegations and ultimately love wins every tug of war. I do trust one logic it’s impossible to clap with one hand may be your heart communicates with mine in some other realm in a unique way that we fail to comprehend with our earthly wisdom.
I always want you to be in a happy space, remember me with your that rare smile not with tears please. I can take myself away from you if it hurts you, may silence my pen too but am sorry can’t stop loving you. You know how stubborn my heart is:)

New Confession

I started exp.osing myself in grade school. The girls were shocked and ran. In most cases they couldn’t see who I was because I covered my face.

Then in high school I ra.ped a girl. I ti e d her to a picnic table and spread her wide open. I examined her holes and then ra.ped her while she screamed and begged. It was a fantastic orga.sm. I kept her pa.nties as a souvenir. I released her and she must not have reported it because I never got in trouble. Too humiliating for her.

In college I ra.ped two more girls. I ra.ped one in the parking lot by dragging her into the nearby woods. I kept her pa.nties too.

Then there was this other girl who was always going around campus telling the male students to not ra.pe anyone. She promoted the idea that there was a ra.pe crisis. I think she just needed some co.ck so one weekend I took her and I ra.ped her repeatedly all weekend long, over and over.

Up her pu.ssy many times and up her a s s too. She was furious, she screamed and raged but eventually she broke and begged and pleaded. Funny thing was that she clim.axed several times while I ra.ped her. I also rubbed her cli.t with my finger and she clim.axed for that too. Her cl.it swelled and got really hard when I rubbed it, she started rocking and begging, “no, no, please no”. She kept rocking back and forth and then she couldn’t hold back anymore and she clim.axed, shivered, shook, moaned and moaned.

I asked her how it was to be the big ra.pe fear spreader on campus and then to get ra.ped She begged me to not tell anyone. I knew then she wasn’t going to report it. After that she no longer spread fear or talked about the male students being ra.pists. I bet she mast.urbates regularly while remembering being ra.ped and it’s probably the best or.gasms she ever has.

Funny thing is I’m dating a girl now who says that ra.pists should be cas.trated, emas.culated, de-balled. She doesn’t know that I am a ra.pist. She doesn’t know my history. I tried to persuade her against cas.tration but she says that ra.pe is so humiliating, it breaks the girl mentally and impacts her for life so the ra.pist should be neutered. She says so “his gun doesn’t have any more bullets”. She means his co.ck can’t shoot a load. It really irritates me to hear her talk that way. I’ve been treating her rougher in bed and I’m just going to drag her into the bedroom, strip her na.ked and ra.pe her. I think that’s what she needs. It’s what they all need and want.

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