Have I ever forced you for anything, have I given any conditions, have you made any promise that cant be broken even if something makes you feel suffocated, have I ever pleaded please stay knowing that your heart will suffer. I think the answer is ‘No’.
You are a free soul I have always said that and above all I trust nothing can be forced.
I am here not because of you, I am here by my choice as I need to get it off my chest and surprisingly you never fail to recognize them, your eyes are so familiar with my style and I too terribly fail to fabricate them properly.The cryptic posts scream more louder here and how can you miss them. But trust me I don’t want to hurt you there’s no place I can go, every where I go it seems I find you. Yup I agree it may be all mind tricks but you know I never cared about it. I breathe here. Everyone needs an escape, here I am..this is my ‘ME TIME’ zone.
Listen you were free then… You walked away when I needed you most,, I never uttered anything then, no grudges I held, in fact I claim nothing now too because I know my limitations.
I always want you to be in a happy place. Never want you to suffer for me and it hurts really when I see unintentionally I become the reason of your pain.
The fault lies in me not my stars ..I accept my only fault is I love you and I can’t do anything about it my heart never stops loving you. I confess my mind says you don’t deserve these emotions while my heart denies every allegations and ultimately love wins every tug of war. I do trust one logic it’s impossible to clap with one hand may be your heart communicates with mine in some other realm in a unique way that we fail to comprehend with our earthly wisdom.
I always want you to be in a happy space, remember me with your that rare smile not with tears please. I can take myself away from you if it hurts you, may silence my pen too but am sorry can’t stop loving you. You know how stubborn my heart is:)
