Say what you want about me, i have plenty of flaws to point out and things to work on, i know that, but i do not manipulate people. Definitely not intentionally. Maybe it seemed like that at some point but it was never my goal or intention. I do not feel the need to manipulate people or to get guys to like me, its not something i have to try hard for and i dont want anyone to like me without it getting reciprocated. Just because i talk about s** a lot and like to flirt, doesnt mean im using it to manipulate people. When i do i genuinely like the person, enjoy the back and forth and feel what im expressing. Im not putting on some act purely for attention, but maybe i do like the attention too much. And sometimes its challenging because i struggle being vulnerable or misread social cues, or read things as rejection when they arent. I might have gone overboard too much at times. Thats me not understanding social context and being too shameless sometimes, i can admit that. But manipulation is too extreme.
