the main problem of whta you did is that you stole my energy, you wrecked my confidence, you didnt appreciate when I was good to you so why should I be? I am tired of this. you used me, you sucked me dry of joy, so I was constantly anxious, easily panicked. It is not fair to do this. and then you lie to your friends I am crazy, I am not allowed to express myself, not allowed to feel anything. then you look at me and smirk and say “look at you how crazy you are, look at you, being so negative.” when it was your actions that caused it, the passive agressive comments, the neglect, the deception, manipulation. I haven´t felt happy ever since I have known you. everything good I saw in you was just a reflection of me, a copy. and some of your friends are the same. they dont have their own personality but steal bits of mine – my favorite designer. My friends. My places. My relatives. My ideas. My time.
you have a slave mentality for deliberately abusing a friend who tried to be good to you.
I am setting myself free and giving all your s*** back to you. I dont need to walk around carrying it, voluntarily being your garbage bin.

I know you break all the hearts that ever can love you. it will be the same. but do you enjoy that? you enjoy hurting them. if only the friends you treat extra nice would know how you treat me, your ex or your brother. we are the ones you poor out your self doubt on, trying to control and feel superior.
and you will always be nothing. I live for impact and not to impress you. even if my energy is 50% of what it used to be before you, it is still 350% more than you can even dream of. your impact on the world is zero . all you can do is stick your tiny d*** i9n every hole you find.