Honestly im getting real tired of my dad, hes making me want to move out and cut off all contact with him. Before i started doing sports in highschool he would always get on my nerves about how i just sit around how im lazy (mind you thats when covid 19 was at its peak) covid stunted me a bit I will admit that, but thats no reason to try to find any way to always put down your own son and claim it as helping or supporting. Before i started doing sports he was taking me home and he just pretty much criticized me to the point i had a physical reaction. Usually whenever he would go on his daily rant about MY life id just tune him out but that fay he actually got somewhat of a reaction out of me. And there was another time where I had to fix a lawn mower for the first time and I didnt know what I should do at all and all he did was just stand there, not even say anything or try to help, and when i kept messing up because I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO he just yells at me calling me names for no reason, that put a scar and some distsnce between me and him, and yesterday after I had a match he was just criticizing me saying he wish i was deep into the sport he wish this he wish that i have so much potential im wasted potential like fude, dont you realize i am not you, i have my own limits, i have my own goals, strengths, and weaknesses? And today I got checked out because I was feeling sick, and I seen a young girl walking home, all i said was “I wouldnt want my daughter to walk home by herself” or something similar, and he turns that into a car ride of just criticizing me and belittling me claiming its helping saying “how can you get a daughter if you dont want a girlfriend” well excuse me for wanting to look for what i would call the right girl for me and not wanted to stick my d*** in any living thing like you did when you was younger, excuse me for having my own morals, and how can you say i dont wsnt a girlfriend when you dont even know me, you know what I show you. I literally look for a girlfriend everyday and I just dont have any luck, but i “dont want a girlfriend” then you start talking s*** on how i like to be in my room and how i dont want to watch sports play sports gsmes go to highschool sports matches like dude I AM NOT INTO SPORTS ITS BEEN SO OBVIOUS, you claim im wasted life/ potential but I think its actually quite the contrary. YOU are the waste, you always belittle me for having my own interests, being my own person, and enjoying my life the way I WANT TO, and you wonder why I talk to mom more, you wonder why brother distanced himself from the family, ITS BECAUSE OF YOU, YOU NEVER TRY TO ACTUALLY UNDERSTAND ME OR BROTHER, and how you mentioned up how i isolate myself even in matches i choose to be alone, well first its a match im not going to sit with friends when im suppose to be watching, second im not sitting by friends because im going to start goofing off, and claiming that i dont have sny built friendships? If something was to happen i wouldnt have people? YOU LITERALLY DONT KNOW ME I have great friendships that ive built over years its just I like to stay to myself mostly instead of go out every single chance I get and I dont want my life to revolve around my friends, be happy that i still even want to be close with tou either though i feel like i ahould distance myself, all you know what to do is belittle me and theres going to be a time when im on my last straw and cut contact with you for possibly ever.