I think I’m in love with you
WITH ME???
We haven’t even fucked yet. We are close, grown as friends and yes things have been.. suggestive for months but love?? You love me?? Me?? Of all people? Love is not a term I use lightly.

F*** I wish I could just grab him and tell him that I don’t use love unless I’m 1000% sure but.. he said it to me. Last night. Whilst I was high as f***.

He told me when I was curled into him, comfy, watching Jurassic park.

I hope he knows that I may not be at love yet but holy f*** I do what it. I’m scared of the consequences of having it.

We’re best friends, housemates and now… he loves me?

God and I want this love to be real. I may be confused but I want him to know that it’s not because I don’t feel the same way I’m just not used to expressing it that way.

My ideal of expressing love is s**. I love Havin s** and well… we haven’t even had s** so how can I know I love him?

I’m fucked if someone I know sees this but I can’t tell anyone I know. It’s secret so I figured I’d come here to confess deeply

That’s all folks