I want to go to Korea this summer. I had some traumatic memories over there 11 years ago. I want to go back to Korea to try and heal those memories. Air

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I want to go to Korea this summer. I had some traumatic memories over there 11 years ago. I want to go back to Korea to try and heal those memories. Air Canada has a ticket sale and they got a good price for the summer time. But I’m afraid to go. I’m afraid of leaving my mom who is ailing. What if my mom dies while I’m over there? I’m afraid of being alone and sad. I have no one to go with. I am afraid of becoming depressed this year. I am afraid of getting raped or s******* assaulted. Korea is not kind to foreign victims of r***. I am afraid to go. But part of me really wants to go back.

I keep having dreams of revisiting the places in Korea where my workplace trauma happened. I feel strongly that going back there is the only way to find closure.

What should I do?

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There are countless ingredients that make up the human body and mind, like all the components that make up me as an individual with my own personality. Sure I have a face and voice to distinguish myself from others, but my thoughts and memories are unique only to me, and I carry a sense of my own destiny. Each of those things are just a small part of it. I collect information to use in my own way. All of that blends to create a mixture that forms me and gives rise to my conscience. I feel confined, only free to expand myself within boundaries

Major Motoko Kusanagi

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