Thank you. It’s nice to get an outsider’s perspective. Sometimes I think that he does love me but won’t leave because he loves his girlfriend and there’s a lot of pressure with his family for him to be with her. His family don’t like me aswel so I’m sure if we were to even be together it wouldn’t work. But yes because I can’t tell anyone it is gnawing at my conscience. I really wish it would work I have never loved anyone like this before but the reason I need to make a decision is because I do deserve the love and respect from someone who loves me back the way I love them. It really is one of the hardest situations of my life. Im not a stupid girl I know the consequences of my situation but if someone loved me the way I love him I really would be a happy woman and the reason why I’m not finding that love is because by seeing him secretly is blocking connections from coming my way I know. It’s so tough!
