After realizing I spent 1 year caring for someone who spent 2021 partying with others during the Holidays. Never apologized for butchering our birthday plans in NOLA or tried to make it up to me in the slightest. Whom I have not seen all year but only has the balls to talk s*** about my appearance behind my back, text me inconsistently when convenient thru others but never call so I can hear your voice. You never extended any invitations when you were near cause you are self absorbed. And that this would be another Holiday Season we would spend apart with others; where I cannot see,touch, or cuddle you. I realized time waits for know one and I deserve a tangible partner who is consistent in words, actions and deeds. You don’t get reciprocity in terms of mind, body, spirit and only care about money. We both know I am not as wealthy as you and you needed to take the lead in our connection. I tried to be a friend to you but how do you untrain someone who has spent a lifetime chasing superficial things? You don’t want real love , you only want fame and attention. In the year we have known each other there has been no real growth other than what I have given you. Not an equal exchange of time or energy and I am not here to build your f****** super sized ego. I am not going to waste my time being tricked into business investments by your band members, kids, or management pretending to be you on fake accounts. It is manipulative, deceptive and unethical to do shady s*** to people who have showed you love and support for years that have blessed you with the longevity of your career. You want to criticize my weight but sweety you are no spring chicken and most your age are retired. If I had your money I could get a tummy tuck, laser and lypo to look as thin as you. And I still look young without an ounce of Botox or faje fillers. However, unlike you who discrinatet against people based on weight or social class, I showed you support. So when you mentioned letting go, and started singing “I love the way,” about loving how someone makes you feel. It was clear you are spending time with and f-someone new.. and it ain’t me receiving your time, love or affection. I am not wasting any more time on something that is amounting to nothing but frustration in the end of your selfish games. This will be my last year single and while you remain distracted, I will build to marry someone else. You’re just too set in your f****** ways and a lifestyle of bad relationship habits. Look, we both have spent a year having meals and sleeping in beds without each other. Obviously, something has to give but I wish you the best as I get laid in real time with someone mentally, emotionally and physically available this winter. Cheers to orgasms and shalom Santa!