Imagine being a dumb drug addict and messing with a toxic woman who has had 3 pregnancies in 3 years and then you f*** and have a kid and now you live out of state while your parents, sister, BIL, Nephew, and Nieces have to deal with the responsibility. I’m in no way blaming the child, I’m blaming the druggie. Outright angry at how simple life could be. I could be working and just living life to my fullest but instead I have to deal with this b*******. I already do enough atm cause I’ve been working double shifts every day to make up for my injured co worker and to get scolded as if I’m the parent? I’m his cousin. A cousin who can barely manage to handle himself let alone a 5 year old. I’ve had it up to here with this s*** I just wish this never happened. I love my little cousin but our lives are so much more stressful and things certainly will ever be normal. I’ve grown to dislike my Uncle. You’re trapped in your teens, and it’s honestly just sad. Everyone else wants things back to how they used to be before you threw your life away,but I’m not playing pretend. Dying would be redundant for you are already dead.