Okay so in 7th grade I started liking this kid in my school he wasn’t in my class but we would have the same classes in PE and slowing my feelings for him became a lot stronger.Since I was new to the school I was barley getting to know people and soon I made friends with 3 people banna,apple,carrot (code names) and I didn’t know bannana and n (the guy) were dating untill they broke up and me obviously I didn’t want to keep liking him cause duh its my friends ex so I thought soon my feelings would go away I WAS WRONG.Months pass by its December and I still like n. So I told one of my friends and since he was dating somoene else at that time they told me it’ll be okay and my feelings would go away.Fast forward we come back from winter break and n exchanges to my class (my school is small so anyone whos in my advisory has the same classes as me) and the best news was he sat in front of me WHAT IN THE WATPAD RIGHT? wrong. 2 weeks later he tells us he misses bannana and wants to get back with her and they obviosly do which by the way its in January.At this point im feeling hopeless I wouldn’t have a chance when one day bannana comes in with apple and they tell me her and n broke up because n was talking to another girl.AND I WAS LIKE AH HELL NAH but I felt bad for n cause he was like sad and wtv but 2 weeks later he is better.THIS IS WHERE IT GETS CRAZY CAUSE SOON HE STARTS GETTING CLOSE TO ME LIKE VERY TOUCHY AND I DON’T MEAN “were becoming like besties” NO MF LIKE HOLDS MY HAND Y TODO.Me because I have the fat crush on him i let it be we text like everyday and everything is going good untill one day, 2 weeks before school ends I see bannana talking to n nothing wrong with that cause bannnana is over n BUT WHAT WAS WEIRD is n smiled once she left.So me jokinly I tell my friend,” I feel like n still likes her” AND SHE GOES “If ima be honest he’s always been liking her” BRO I SWEAR MY HEART SANK AND I WENT TO THE BATHROOM AND CRIED SM.NOT ONLY WAS HE USING ME TO GET OVER HIS EX BUT HE WAS TALKING TO 10 OTHER F****** GIRLS. And littertly I found out one of the girls was this girl lets call her red.He was talking to her AND I WAS SO SAD BUT SHE WAS NICE TO ME SO I SPENT THE REST OF THE DAY WITH HER.FAST FORWARD WERE IN SUMMER and