When I was a child, somewhere in elementary school (forgot exactly when), I often stayed at my aunt's home because our family is close. I usually slept

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When I was a child, somewhere in elementary school (forgot exactly when), I often stayed at my aunt’s home because our family is close.
I usually slept with my cousin together because there weren’t many rooms despite I was a girl. He’s older than me..2 years apart.
One time, he asked me to take off my pants and he’ll take his. Something about, “it’ll make us warmer” or anything…Idk, it’s been so long. But yeah, I went along with that cause I didn’t see any harm in it.
At first, I agreed. He laid down beside me. I lay on my side, and he came closer and closer behind me. I can even feel his thing staying on my thigh.
I wasn’t scared as I haven’t been taught about s** education in my class, but I knew something wasn’t right.
So I backed out at the last minute. He seemed upset, but thankfully he just went to sleep afterward. Yes, we were still sleeping on the same bed.
Until now I didn’t understand why he thought that was a good idea..it felt disgusting to remember it now

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I was only 9 when my brother put his finger into my p****. I didn’t know what he was doing to I didn’t even object. After a while I just expected it every time he was on the sofa with me. Mommy was too busy so she never noticed. I came to like I tv especially when he put a different finger up into my Fanny . I learned later that he was kinda prepping his d*** to be able to get stiff and hard for mommy to s*** him or they could f*** in her bedroom. About 10 1/2 I happened by her door and saw them “wrestling “ on her bed. Loud sounds came from them as they tussled. When I turned 11 Billy was able to slide his “thingy” into my peepee. He made funny sounds and I got all wet and sticky like I peed in my pants. At first it was once. Then he started doing it 2 or three times a week. Mommy saw him doing it to me and later that night she spanned him with a belt. I watched. He was smiling after a while and squirted a bunch of white stuff from his “ thingy”. Mommy gave him 10 more whacks and then she bent down and took him into her mouth. Then a while later she slobbered a bunch of white stuff on his belly. Then they went to sleep. He didn’t want to put his “thingy” in me after that. I think they slept in her room after that. I always heard them “wrestling “ on the weekends too. Once in a while Billy would help me do my bath. Mommy always came in to watch. When my 13 th birthday rolled around I also began my periods. Mommy explained it all to me. S**, babies, womanhood, After that evening Billy learned what a b**** even a young 13 yr old “woman” can be. Touch my Fanny $10. Touch my tiny t****** $ 15. Touch my p**** $50.

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