I never told my wife that my bisexuality never left. I fooled around with a few guys when a teen before getting it out of my system. I met my wife in our late teens and knocked her up pretty quickly. We got married shortly thereafter and had two more kids.

We have always been a highly s***** couple. I have always been attracted to men but never acted on it since my teens, although I did like to watch men pleasure my wife. We are former swingers and my wife is very attractive.

I was never seen as very hot compared to my wife obviously but my body and my confidence did the job. I knew others wanted my wife and I was just a sidekick. I started sleeping with some of her friends but I knew she was sleeping with one of hers and mine.

I figured it was the swinging that we all wound up in orgies or would be orgies. The swinging stopped but we had friends we would f**k. One couple from our swinging days were often around. We were just friends.

The husband who became a good friend of mine had an affair with my wife for years. They often had s** throughout our house while I was at work. I did not know this until I caught them.

I was not pleased but I never told her that I put in a camera to catch her in the act. I found myself wanting to kill her but found myself attracted to him. I wished him dead also but upon seeing the video I was aroused but I hid it.

He was more built than I was with a rock solid perfect a*s, thick c**’, and was a s*** dude.
I found myself more attracted to him than my wife when they had s**.

I had my wife more than anyone as it was but I wanted to f**k or taste him too and this guy was a friend or so I thought. My wife and I broke up for a while because her promiscuity was out of hand. She slept with others too and I split.

We got back together and just agreed if she was going to have someone and I let her, I would have to have one too. One night we had a drunken 4-way and he was there. He went down on my wife and ravished her to multiple orgasms while I f***ed her best female friend who was as hot as my wife.

I wasn’t fixed at the time and nearly got her best friend pregnant. I doubt my wife would’ve noticed. We never told her anyways. My wife was so busy with her lover and my ex friend.

I found myself watching his body sway at times as he moaned and came in my wife while she came constantly. In some ways I wished I was her after watching this long haired, older stud f**k my wife to thousands of orgasms with ease.

I also wanted to be her so I could s*** his thick c**k and swallow his c**. He came in my wife constantly and said he always pulled out. Bullsh**. I watched it with my own eyes. It was hot but he almost got her pregnant too.

I honestly think she may have had an abortion and not told me.
I kept f**king her bff and she kept sleeping with him. Eventually, I stopped sleeping with her friend and just wanted my wife back so I said no more open crap.

She agreed or so I thought. I came home early one day to my wife riding him on the couch. They were either drunk or high because they didn’t move off of each other when I said hey!

I realized he clearly could pleasure her in ways that I couldn’t. I also told her this verbatim. It was one of the strangest and lamest things I ever said to her but I actually meant it.

She cried and kept sleeping with him and I just accepted she preferred him because he was just better than I was. Then all of a sudden it stopped. She had another hot male friend she met on MySpace. He was younger than her lover and also very attractive.

I found myself weary of him also and the way my wife acted with him too I could tell they either did something or were likely planning it. My problem was I wanted to watch him f**k my wife and this guy who.

I should have let him f**k her so I could watch them. They made more sense as a couple than she and I did but we just had 3 kids.
The weird thing was that whenever we had someone visiting that was hot, we would go to bed early and let them hear us all night.

Merely having someone be in our house opened up the passion that was lost for years.
I know she was thinking of him and moaning louder because he was there and he loved her voice.

He knew that we went to bed mega early to show off and because she was h**** because of him. It was the elephant in the room. I had the hot wife and these other guys were just enjoying p***y on layaway but they were better looking and one was her exclusive lover for many years.

After we had s** about four times when this newer friend was visiting, I was dead and dozed quickly. I woke up later to find her not in bed. If I hadn’t heard her moaning, I’d have thought she was in the bathroom.

Like clockwork she was f***ing her newer hot friend on the couch. She couldn’t sleep and was still extremely h**** and seemingly manic. It’s not a surprise she took advantage. She was not tired, was a n***** then and she hadn’t had him.

The moans were very loud. I saw her riding him hard and saw her cream all over him. No condom. He was also pretty damn thick and big but I thought I have a better body. He had the face, personality and c**k but I had the better body. Some good that did me.

They had s** twice from what I can tell when I was awake. They would moan back and forth like they were in their 20s. We all were in our early 30s at the time. The second time they did it when I was up, he was on top doing her missionary.

I found myself aroused not because my wife’s moans are almost as beautiful as she is but because his body was incredible. His moans were too.

He wasn’t built, but he was lean with a tight heart shaped b*** and a great thick c**k. He came in her about twenty minutes later and I’ve never seen more c** in my life. I was told he was a younger Peter North. It seemed it.

I was angry at myself I let it happen. I enjoyed watching them though much more than my ex friend and her ex lover. Was this the new lover? He would’ve been had he lived in our state.

They often had p******** all the time and I always knew when they did because of how she acted afterwards or later in the day. She’s easy to read and if his name came up and she wasn’t texting him like crazy, she’d lush and giggle if I mentioned his name.

We all should’ve just had a 3way but I was afraid for some reason. I was attracted to my friend only when he was in my wife and her newer friend was very attractive in different ways.

I would’ve paid to watch her ex lover and her new one get it on or join them, or watch them double teen my wife. I was too insecure and too afraid to let the real me out.

My wife realized she was bi by the swinging I made us do, or that’s what I originally thought. I created a monster in her s** addiction and cheating but I know she always was bi. I always was too but wrote it off as a phase.

I was acting republican and stupid. It’s why I hid what I always was. Pride and fear. It’s what we do best in my state. I’m still married to my wife and her lovers and friends are not a part of her life anymore. I saw to that by crippling her will and she’s now an alcoholic. I’m a jerk.

Currently, our s** life however has never been better and only because I finally opened up again about guys and us in general. I feel like an idiot but I guess we all are when it comes to stuff like this. Those two guys though, I wish we all could enjoy each other. Least she’s mine again.