it’s ok if you still can’t get over your ex. you just have to hide it and act as if you have.
It’s weird how you can pretend to have BPD for 10 years straight and still not make any friends.
Sometimes I talk to myself in a low voice when I’m in public. I was walking past a beautiful woman. I was eyeing her up and I said ‘Heil Hitler’ and she heard me and gave me such a filthy look. I didn’t think she could hear me.