You all stress me out. I’m sick of prioritizing my job over family or sleep, im sick of being so concerned if a girl will ever love me, or dealing with my pain in the a** hair, struggling to go back to school, wanting to maybe make YouTube videos for fun as stress relief just to stress me out and it backfires, worrying if my friends will leave me, getting s*** talked by extended family, if I’ll be able to by a house,lose my virginity, have a loving wife and child one day and a stable better job. Sometimes I just want to have a space to myself to never worry again. I’m just not ready or prepared for all these disappointments I wasn’t made for life.