You are always there in my heart, your name permanently tattooed in this life it’s impossible to forget any moment that we have spent together. In sadness my heart seeks you still if only you were there to lend your ears, in happiness my heart cries for you as I can’t share it with you, in Xtreme frustration I remember you I miss my punching bag then when I see you it hurts me so much that I go on silent mode. Though I can’t ignore the deep connection I feel towards you I really feel you can truly read everything I need to say even before me saying aloud. I want to live with my illusions because they bring you closer, they give me solace. I surrender to them they gift me peace. A true connection that I trust was destined. I see myself in you who reciprocates ditto feelings and understands even my silence. I love you to the moon and back.