it’s my bday (happy birthday to me!) but it doesn’t feel the same as how it did before, there were times when I actually enjoyed my day but sadly not today, I have exams coming up, and I’ve been a mental mess, and truthfully and honestly I hate myself and just want to die. All I do is disappoint, I may seem happy on the outside but truly on the inside, it’s something else… I want to ask for help, but whoever I go to, they either discriminate, share my private feelings, or I’m just uncomfortable being around them, so that leaves me with no one left… I just feel honestly empty, that’s it, if you’ve read to the end, thank you <3 have a nice day ahead!