For months, I’ve had a crush on my best friend. I also am in a relationship. My partner is amazing and I wouldnt leave them for anything, however theyre very clingy and get jealous easy. They know about this crush and it gets them really upset so I dont talk about it to them. The other person who knows, who I look up to for advice all the time, couldnt even help me. I feeel terrible whenever these feelings come up, which is practically every day. Today I saw them wearing someone else’s hoodie and talking to that person more and I got jealous, more than I wanted. I feel terrible but I cant end these feelings. This friend of mine is also physically close to me and others so it’s hard to tell how they feel. If they get with this new person I fear they will spend more time with them and that I’ll speak to them less. I feel so bad whenever I think of being with them because I know I could never act upon it, so I’ve kept it bottled until I just burst. Like now.
