My baby was born 2 1/2 months early and just came home out of the hospital less than a week ago, this morning we had to bring her back and she is now on

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My baby was born 2 1/2 months early and just came home out of the hospital less than a week ago, this morning we had to bring her back and she is now on oxygen and antibiotics while the doctors try to figure out what’s wrong with her. All week long I got no sleep, I pissed and moaned to myself and my co workers, in my thoughts had regrets about it all, and I feel like complete horsecrap now for being so f****** selfish and small minded. If she goes south with this I am not sure I will be able to survive, and I am absolutely certain it will break my wife. I regret it all now of course, just please let my baby be ok, please let her get through this, I promise I will do the right thing and make any needed sacrifices for her. The pregnancy was a nightmare, but I fell in love with her the minute I saw her when she was born, and I did love having her home despite the annoyances. We spent most of the day yesterday hanging out while my wife went out and ran errands and it was amazing. She’s the greatest thing that ever happened to me and I need her. Please let this all work out, I promise I’ll never have negative thoughts or words regarding this again, I love her so much, I will not be able to handle things getting worse or going totally bad……

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I’ve lost my Ego, self respect and dignity. I have nothing own nothing, am nothing but worthy of whatever the bully wishes from me. And what that means is that my life is to be exposed, exhibited. Be degraded daily by my bully so he can get off on his thrills of humiliating me in front of however many or little amount of kids happen to show up. The crowds apparently seem to get bigger as the days go by. My humiliation is becoming acceptance as routine is becoming comfortability. These pre adult children are masters at performing to show angst between disgust and desire. Which adds to the shame. Of what’s being done to me.

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