F*** you Axel. Non enthusiastic consent is not consent. Also I tried to avoid s***** contact all together because I was very obviously uncomfortable and you pushed it upon me anyway. So there’s S***** Assault. Also, You would hold me down every time I tried to get up to use the bathroom, eat, etc. That is abuse. Every time I would tell you I was binding too long or I was self harming and you would slap me and say “That’s not good for you!!” Or something. You know what else isn’t good for me? You doing all of this s***. I understand you have father issues and I’m sorry that I couldn’t magically fix all of that for you but every time I would vent to you you would say “At least your dad didn’t leave lol” Again, I feel bad but half the time my venting wasn’t even on the topic of parent or any kind of family issues. Like I would be venting about having bad grades or something that has nothing to do with that and you literally make everything about you all the time. You know I have mental issues with self harm, suicide, etc. And you go ahead and make everything about yourself all the g******* time dude. I loved you I swear I did and I still felt like I did for a while after it all ended but I just couldn’t handle it any longer. I would finally build up the courage to express to you what you were doing that made me uncomfortable and distant from you, building emotional walls and you said you would stop but you never did. Not once did you make a single amend to the s*** you did to me. Also you knew for a fact that multiple of my alters were not interested in you like I was and you still would do s*** like sitting on Suzies lap facing front and trying to make out with her right in front of your family and our friend?? You also tried to make out or do s***** things with me when our freind was right f****** there trying to sleep. You would invite me to your house and use my body simply for your stupid sadistic pleasure. When your f****** siblings or our friend was in the room you wouldn’t even let me look in their direction because of how jealous you were. Clingy and Controlling are two totally separate things. I also was not aware of all of the nasty things you had done with George until recently. I know he has some sort of s***** disorder, however neither of you consented me on the topic and just f-ed around in your uncles basement without anyone’s knowledge. It’s my body and their body too and you went ahead and violated that. You need to learn the definition of consent. I only talked s*** about you because it seemed like the nicer way to show my hate for you other than this. I do hope you see this and feel really damn guilty for the rest of your life. I loved your family. It felt like I actually had a place I belonged and people who loved me. I had a place to go home to at the end of the day. It was so hard to let go. Harder than you could ever imagine but I had only snapped at you for this one stupid simple little thing because I didn’t want to be taken advantage of again.I couldn’t do it anymore, Axel. And you did all of this s*** knowing how badly abusive my past relationships had been. You knew M groomed me on the internet and you know B was super mentally and emotionally draining. You know all of that and still you don’t think about your words and actions before you do this to someone who was already traumatized enough. I hope good things for all of the lovers you have in the next stages of your life and I hope you can finally change for the better. I know you think I’m the a****** here and you do have quite a few reasons to think so. But there are multiple sides to every story. Someday if I can look at you without wanting to run away, I would like to sit down with you and listen to what you have to say. You have disobeyed all of our trust countless times. I just can’t forgive you at this point. Maybe we can be civil in another life but for right now I don’t want to talk to you. A text conversation is the most contact I’m willing to make. Even seeing you in the hallway makes me want to cry. All I’m asking is that you be good to the next people you are with. Don’t put anyone through what I went through. -Whizzer Brown<3