Fuck you Axel. Non enthusiastic consent is not consent. Also I tried to avoid sexual contact all together because I was very obviously uncomfortable and

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F*** you Axel. Non enthusiastic consent is not consent. Also I tried to avoid s***** contact all together because I was very obviously uncomfortable and you pushed it upon me anyway. So there’s S***** Assault. Also, You would hold me down every time I tried to get up to use the bathroom, eat, etc. That is abuse. Every time I would tell you I was binding too long or I was self harming and you would slap me and say “That’s not good for you!!” Or something. You know what else isn’t good for me? You doing all of this s***. I understand you have father issues and I’m sorry that I couldn’t magically fix all of that for you but every time I would vent to you you would say “At least your dad didn’t leave lol” Again, I feel bad but half the time my venting wasn’t even on the topic of parent or any kind of family issues. Like I would be venting about having bad grades or something that has nothing to do with that and you literally make everything about you all the time. You know I have mental issues with self harm, suicide, etc. And you go ahead and make everything about yourself all the g******* time dude. I loved you I swear I did and I still felt like I did for a while after it all ended but I just couldn’t handle it any longer. I would finally build up the courage to express to you what you were doing that made me uncomfortable and distant from you, building emotional walls and you said you would stop but you never did. Not once did you make a single amend to the s*** you did to me. Also you knew for a fact that multiple of my alters were not interested in you like I was and you still would do s*** like sitting on Suzies lap facing front and trying to make out with her right in front of your family and our friend?? You also tried to make out or do s***** things with me when our freind was right f****** there trying to sleep. You would invite me to your house and use my body simply for your stupid sadistic pleasure. When your f****** siblings or our friend was in the room you wouldn’t even let me look in their direction because of how jealous you were. Clingy and Controlling are two totally separate things. I also was not aware of all of the nasty things you had done with George until recently. I know he has some sort of s***** disorder, however neither of you consented me on the topic and just f-ed around in your uncles basement without anyone’s knowledge. It’s my body and their body too and you went ahead and violated that. You need to learn the definition of consent. I only talked s*** about you because it seemed like the nicer way to show my hate for you other than this. I do hope you see this and feel really damn guilty for the rest of your life. I loved your family. It felt like I actually had a place I belonged and people who loved me. I had a place to go home to at the end of the day. It was so hard to let go. Harder than you could ever imagine but I had only snapped at you for this one stupid simple little thing because I didn’t want to be taken advantage of again.I couldn’t do it anymore, Axel. And you did all of this s*** knowing how badly abusive my past relationships had been. You knew M groomed me on the internet and you know B was super mentally and emotionally draining. You know all of that and still you don’t think about your words and actions before you do this to someone who was already traumatized enough. I hope good things for all of the lovers you have in the next stages of your life and I hope you can finally change for the better. I know you think I’m the a****** here and you do have quite a few reasons to think so. But there are multiple sides to every story. Someday if I can look at you without wanting to run away, I would like to sit down with you and listen to what you have to say. You have disobeyed all of our trust countless times. I just can’t forgive you at this point. Maybe we can be civil in another life but for right now I don’t want to talk to you. A text conversation is the most contact I’m willing to make. Even seeing you in the hallway makes me want to cry. All I’m asking is that you be good to the next people you are with. Don’t put anyone through what I went through. -Whizzer Brown<3

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It’s been nearly a year since we broke up. I’m glad you broke things off with me. Just so you know, everything you ever accused me of doing or being that was all about you turning it around backwards to make me look bad. After the breakup, I learned a lot of things I wished I knew. You were not replaced at the jobs you once had. You got fired at everyone. You even had a job that paid a decent amount. Some other things you did that I was told about by others is that you broke into the neighbors house that you were residing with after they had locked the door and wouldn’t let you back in. You not only was met face to face with their dog growling at you but when you were caught you made threats to beat the dog,I’ve also heard that while I wasn’t around that you exposed yourself to my relative. The gas station owner even told me that while she was in the back of the store and one of the cashiers stepped out to smoke,you had placed a small bottle of alcohol in your wasteband and when she caught you,you had offered her a couple of dollars and she said,you’ve stolen from me before haven’t you? When my daughter asked you if it was true you told her that everyone in town likes to play telephone. You’re absolutely right! That little town doesn’t play games with morons like you. That’s ashame you treated the store owner like that. She didn’t charge us for the fountain drinks because she had you to pick up the fireworks left from the night before in the stores parking lot. She even gave you a job of weedeating and pruning the side of the Dollar General store. The neighbors were telling me that you were looking at my daughter several times in a se*ual way and when we broke up you told them that you were going to take “your daughter ” and get custody of her because supposedly I didn’t want her because she belonged to my ex husband. You are not her parent. Also,when I was concerned my daughter would run away because you and your new girlfriend you jumped into a relationship with days after the breakup that you barely knew had manipulated my daughter into believing that I was a bad parent and had your new girlfriends son ( which was my daughters boyfriends mom ) to put pictures of my house asking if anyone could help my daughter get out of an abusive home. What the hell? I was in the middle of moving. Also after you got mad at me for telling you to get out of moms yard that you go good and well she didn’t want you over you sent me an insulting text message that my I.Q. was lower than my intellectual disabled brother. People in the town got tired of you using them the men that sat uptown at the gas station said if they catch you walking down the backroads they would woop your azz . Even the gas station owner said the next time you get caught stealing from her that you were going to see an old lady woop your azz. The woman you chose over me I was never jealous of. She was a drug addict that had over 26 felonies on her record, including running over someone, D.W.I. at top speeds resulting in someone elses injuries and human smuggling. She was evil and dangerous and a fake Christian with her testimonies that she was a Christian that God saved her from the drugs. Yeah right! She took off with my daughter after my family and I screamed at her to stop and she refused. I had moved because of all 3 of you. Shockingly ( and it shouldn’t come as a surprise) your girlfriend had suffered a stroke and later died. God doesn’t mess with the wicked. He will strike them dead and if you don’t change your ways God just may take your life too. I forgave her but what she did to me was so emotionally hard on me that I can’t stand to look at her picture of her obituary. She was not innocent in picking up my daughter and the moment she left I just called the cops after supposedly giving permission. No sir! And I’m glad you haven’t made your way back to me James. Everything you done to me, my family and the town was just crappy. You’ll meet your fate if you don’t stop your B.S. You were one of the biggest mistakes I’ve ever made in my life. You’re forgiven but you’re not trusted or welcome in my life anymore. I’ll confess that I was the best thing you’ve probably had and you majorly fumbled a good one.

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