I got here after searching for “why do I hate everyone”. Confess?
Me: Been there, done that. Change is easy, doing it is hard.
Go somewhere you have never been before where nobody knows you and pretend to be whoever you want to be, if things were fine with you and you were the life and soul of the party and people will accept you as you present yourself, because they don’t know anything about you and they take the new you at face value and after a few days or weeks, you don’t have to pretend anymore, because this is who you have become – I traveled 26,000 miles to get away from the past I had to the new life I enjoy now – when I was 24 and I’ve never looked back since- I did not know how to do that change any other way, now I can do it at the drop of a hat and this is my 10th new me and the me I like best.
I assume you are a female – if so, you have the one thing that all men want and that’s between your legs. I don’t know what you look like, without the makeup and lurks and perks, but you now how to dress yourself up so that you feel good about yourself, so when you go out, dress up like that, so you have a positive outlook, even if you feel like s*** inside, because people only see you as you present yourself and put white p****** on and a white bra, because you can discreetly flash anyone you are interested in and let them come onto you – white conveys the idea that you are still a virgin, well maybe a worn one, but who cares?
If you select the male you fancy and play hard to get, don’t give out for a while, he will become more emotionally involved with you and if he is doing OK financially, that could be very much your stepping stone out of the lifestyle you have now into something much better – age has nothing to do with any of it. If you are a male, same as with the female, but don’t be too pushy.
It is a good idea to have the gift of the gab, I could chat up a brick wall and have it come out with me, it takes practice and the easiest way to get someone to like you is to get them talking and switch off, just look like you are listening and tune in, from time to time to pick up on what they are saying and comment on something they have just said, so they think you are listening, even when you are not – nothing endears one person to another, than a willing ear for them to talk into.
You can get them interested even more by rubbing a breast on an arm, without appearing to be doing that or a brush across a leg, you can play games with them and see how they respond – I’m a male and I like to run my hand down a bare arm, just above the skin layer, brushing the body hair and I can score any woman I please, just by doing that, in fact I was well known for my technique and one woman refused to dance with me unless I held my arms out side to side away from her, well, she forgot to check after a time and the rest was history, as you might say.
You are one person and Shakespeare springs to mind – All the world’s a stage and the men and women merely players, they have their exits and their entrances – and that pretty much says it all.
I was a Carer like you, for my friend for 10 years or so – i lived in my government housing emergency accommodation for those who otherwise were living on the streets, for about 10 years before my life turned around and things got much better for me – looking after her in her home, during that time, same as you now.
I called myself Brooker_007@ hotmail.***(I don’t have the email anymore) Brooker was a dog which used to come and visit me when his master let him out, I loved him to pieces and 007 was of course James Bond and I thought of myself as I wanted to be, secret agent and all, it is how we see the image of ourselves as how we project ourselves to those we come into contact with – if you project worn out, useless, s***, as you do now then that is how people will sense you to be and reject you – nobody wants to be with a loser – so change your perception of yourself, even if it is fake and you will feel much better about yourself and look at life in a positive note and find the things which improve your life, rather than detract from it.
Nobody can help you better, than you yourself – like I said earlier on – been there done that, life is meant to be lived so bloody well go out there and live it