I think I am in the closet and have been my entire life basically. I am not sure what to do exactly. Do they have a group therapy for people that are scared to admit they might want to try sucking d***? or that they have felt attraction towards men? I am 35 and also a virgin. I am basically a virgin, because I have no friends and social contacts, but this is because everyone else is having fun f****** and I am only supposed to be attracted to hot girls.