I am posting this to reply to an earlier post asking why so many people are suicidal nowadays. Here is my response.

In the years since the 1940s the entire American culture has completely changed gradually and ended up in the pathetic state that it’s in in 2022. This generation is a generation of weak minded pussies. They don’t raise real men and women anymore they’re bunch of offended millennials supporting cancel culture and black lives matter and my body my choice. This is a culture that openly supports transgender crossdressers going to an elementary school and reading children books about being transgender. This is a nation that has taken God out of everything and replace it with immoral sin. This is a generation of kids who never scrape their knees riding bikes and have carpal tunnel at the age of 14 from being a lazy piece of crap sitting on a video game system 24/7. They don’t know how to handle life. They’re not tough. I am bipolar one manic depressant rapid cycling with psychotic tendencies and have battled methamphetamine addiction for the last 15 years and have had one of the most unstable minds you can think of. There have been several moments in my life where I have been at the actual point of suicide because my mind was in such a dark place. But I’m an old soul raised by an old school generation and in that dark moment I had enough balls to back off and say it wasn’t worth it, and believe that the hope that rests in tomorrow is mine. I have sat on my mom’s bed when they were out of town with my dad’s shotgun in my mouth crying after being up for 2 weeks on the needle desperate because I didn’t see any way out. I could have pulled the trigger and my mom would have come home to my brain splattered on the wall but love saved me. Love the greatest gift this world has ever gotten from God. I thought about what it would do to my mom if she came home and saw that after losing her sister to suicide. And in that moment I released the selfish pity that had come over me and pulled the gun out of my mouth because of how much I loved my mother. Death is so final and you cannot come back from it. I chose to continue to live because of hope and love. The suicide rate is through the roof because people don’t understand these concepts and they are living in a godless Nation. The true grit that was the American population of yesteryear has diminished and given way to a week, fragile people who have no backbone or balls. This entire generation from year 2000 on has crippled and destroyed America. Suicide is this week generations way of coping. Only the Strong survive.