I made it. Caffeine doesn’t (seem) work on me anymore.
I’ve watched p*** for 9 years I’m 16 I know it’s really unhealthy but Im too addicted, at 14 I got drunk at a hotel sleep over with a few known friends we were all the same age there was a cute girl there and since I was really drunk I stayed up all night in the bathroom and I saw he swimsuit I m*sturbated to it and I felt really horrible when I realized what I did in the morning, when I was 9 or 10 there was this one girl that was always attached to me and I think she was 6 and I took it the wrong way because I thought maybe she was attracted to me or something I kept having weird perverted thoughts but never did anything and I’ve felt horrible ever since I genuinely don’t know what I’m doing with my life and I regret everything
For years my sister and I would hold our brother down and hurt his balls so much that he would cry for mom to come save him but she not once made us stop. My sister would force his underwear out of the way while I would knee him and she would hit him. It was fun and it REALLY turned me on but as an adult I have a kink now about getting my v**** and c*** smashed the same way. I really want my brother to do it to me as revenge since we’re grown up but I don’t know what it would take. I’ve let him see me in my p****** quite a lot and even tried taunting him but he doesn’t seem interested in it. I don’t know what it takes to get guys interested in that.
