That’s also not to say I don’t love her on some level. I have an issue with the term “best friend” because I have had too many that have no problem putting a knife in my back.

I refer to people who are at that level as “good friend” or in this case old friend. Which is true. And I love her. And she has been on my mind on and off forever and a lot lately. I remember seeing her on the news from up where she is in the 1990’s. And thinking “there she is…. I wonder if she wonders if I’m down here watching?” I was. I was kinda floored thinking “look at that… she made it…”