For God sakes, stop wasting away and wasting your beautiful mind and self lying away in your bed doing nothing but perverted things. You’re beautiful. Beautiful to look at and see, even the demented mischievous things you come up with. What do you expect me to do if you left this world, and she left this world, you know she may leave this world. Then what? This one is not going to stay. I will be bored out of my mind. Don’t leave me. Fool.