I hate my little sister, like actually. Their is no love, she was born in my early childhood and from then on ive spiraled. The neglet and responsibilities put on me weighed me down, and now its becoming noticeable that ive developed psychosis. I hate her for having been born and alot after that. She only shows “affection” towards me when our parents are around. Any other time its a tantrum nightmare for her to do anything. She acts and tries dressing older, and its weird. She often challenges me and our older sister. Shes awful to be around. Anytime shes in a room I immediately leave. I purposely avoid her.i feel worn and tired from having to help take care of her, I can barely hold on or keep up. I want to kill myself or at least have an epiphany on where to go with my life from here. I just want a sign that it will get better, that she or I will get better. At this moment I hate and in a way despise my little sister.