So I am a 16 y o guy, I live with my parents and I have a sibling and my life changed on 17 October 2020, my aunt passed away on that day due to cancer, I saw her dying in front of me and I couldn’t do anything, I saw my mom going in depression, my whole family was a having a tough time, then in few days my aunt’s children shifted with us and we bought a new place, we started doing better but, I started feeling separated from my family. The only thing that made me happy was my friends. Then I started going to parties with them and tried to fit in, and day by day, I started smoking and drinking just for fun and that occasionally though and one of my cousins has a genetic disorder called DMT, it’s a rare genetic disorder which doesn’t even allow him to move, he can’t even lift a finger, and right now he is the hospital. Still, he is doing better now but there was a time I lost my girlfriend and all of my friends and then I started abusing drugs, I went into depression and I think I still am.

I lost everyone, I pushed everyone away and right now I don’t have anyone to talk to, I can’t concentrate on my studies and all I do is now sit in my room and cry about my whole life.