I love the people I know. It’s not easy to love God . The truth is , I do not know him. I believe in him. I think he’s real . But truthfully..I have no idea of him. I know of Jesus Christ. I think he’s real. But I can’t imagine him being here in 2022. His spirit living on in the world. I don’t know anything about God the father . Not a clue. He’s very invisible to me. I think i know what Jesus looked like .But I’m not sure. It’s hard to love Some one …I don’t know. God seems unreachable ..untouchedable . Far far away. I sure hope he is real, I just have no idea yet . Not 100% sure of anything . My faith is tiny. Wish I had a giant faith . But I don’t . I am filled with doubts right now .