Also, don’t give me your b******* about letting other men do whatever. That’s old. I don’t get jealous and it seems to be one of those things you just can’t get though your thick skull like you can’t grasp the concept that p****** a guy off to see if he cares just pisses him off. You don’t understand how it works with me. I am not one of your cheese stick bonehead boyfriends. One of your f****** losers who just makes you look even more unattractive. If he can get it, I don’t want it.
None of these guys is anywhere near the man I am. We both know it and so do the women in my life looking at me going “how are you still single?”. You just dig yourself into a deeper hole every time. I just let you have them and continue ignore you and become more irritated that you can’t just f*** off. With your dickheads. Your walking p****’ with ears.
If you want to know the truth, not that you don’t know it without me saying it, we are not a match. We are not compatible. We have incompatible views about love and life, how s*** works and neither of us will ever change. I get my views from life experience you get your views from a self help books written by an idiot who thinks that people in general all work the same. Like a car motor. Not me, or you get it from one of the stupidest b****** in your friend group who is f****** clueless. I end up thinking you’re a stupid idiot, which is not attractive.
I know it. I don’t like you. That’s the bottom line. There is better out there for me. Whether or not I find them is one thing, but I know several attractive woman, intelligent women, some of whom are married who would actually be perfect for me. I think they know it too BUT they’re married. They are already committed but I see it in the interactions with me and it’s not just “friendly”. They sometimes show me what I like because they know and not because I told them either, but because they’re paying attention. They are intuitive. Attentive when we talk. They come to me. People tell me that all the time too even guy friends “you’d do alright…. If you got out there” my response to that is usually “yeah, I know….” Followed by “I’m happy the way things are right now” and if they mention a past thing I might even throw in “yeah, that was a big f****** mistake there…” They will say something like “that was this many years ago, right?” and my reply to that is “yeah…have you told them that?” It’s not about me hanging on and dwelling on past garbage, nobody can past s*** that keeps showing up and forcing closeness in places and ways that are inappropriate, especially in a way to try to stir up s*** including negative s*** and caused problems for me in places they don’t belong.
Just get over it. I’m done with you, I gave up long ago. It’s incompatibility. I don’t force anything that’s incompatible, ever. I probably have you