I thought of someone earlier today and she’s been on my mind all day. She was my first major love and one of my best friends for years. It’s mixed feelings of regret and sadness on how it ended. We had been in an off and on s***** relationship, we never truly dated. In our off period she met someone. When we talked again I had hit on her knowing she met someone and it drove her away. It wasn’t the first time I’ve been semi controlling and I realize it now half a year later. Im glad she’s happy I am but it hurts that I ruined any future there could have been. I’d say Im in a much better place now and I know she is too but I wish i could be in this better place with her. Only 21 and im stressing about could have beens what a joke LOL. Taylor hope you’re doing good.