I was s******* abused by my grandpa since I was 6. It stopped when I was 12 because they moved away.

He’d use the ‘im teaching her religious lesson’ with my mom and she allowed it,which is why it wasn’t weird for me to be in his study room alone with him.

I’d willingly go to his study room to get touched and eaten out because it felt good. I didn’t know it was wrong. I know minors can’t consent,but to be honest,I actually liked it. If I could go back in time I’d let him do it again.

He did the same thing to my 2 cousins,but they didn’t like it so he was afraid to touch them again,I was an easy target.

My grandma probably knows? She saw him touching me once and didnt do anything about it. Infact,she hated me.

I guess after those years of abuse my mind is fucked or I got brainwashed. But I’m not traumatized by it or anything,maybe there’s something wrong with me.

I’m 20 now and me and my grandpa still have that kind of relationship,I’d go to my grandparents house when my grandma isn’t home and you can probably guess why.