Update on a past confession.

I was the person who wrote an open letter about a ‘piano duet’, an since I’ll be coming back every once to update I’ll start signing my confessions from this point forward (still attempting to remain anonymous, so faked initials).

Well, I found out last friday that he’s probably got a girlfriend, saw it a across a rock concert.

And I am completely relieved.

I was living in this fear and anxiety of not knowing telling myself every moment that it simply couldn’t happen, and now that I know it won’t I’m in some awesome closure. That I can just aim to be friends, no worries. That was my main aim anyways. Hopefully I’ll see him tomorrow.

There’s not enough days left to school for me to muster up the courage to talk, so putting another open letter to the universe for aid. Blood moon tonight anyways.

Thanks for letting me get this out.

-j