dude, i am so fucked in the head and heart man holy crap. People think I got it all together – I’m literally bullshitting and faking my way. I seriously have the best luck in the world, I kid you nott. You would not believe how fucked up I am if you saw me. After actually knowing me though and if I let you in, you would feel it probably. Most people are attracted to this darkness. But i know what it truly is and how devastating it is for the people closest.