What brings me here? I feel too weak and exhausted to pen down my feelings in my diary, so I’ll rather type it here. It feels hazy and unsettling. I am

4 years

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What brings me here? I feel too weak and exhausted to pen down my feelings in my diary, so I’ll rather type it here.
It feels hazy and unsettling. I am tired of being this enthusiast roaming around people. It’s like living with two personalities. One loves to live at its fullest while the other thinks of quitting everyday. I switch between them. Sometimes i am this Maniac who has full potential, bringing out the best at work.. laughing endlessly, dancing around. Then boom! I’m surrounded by a wave of sadness wanting to hide from every individual that comes across. I’ve lose countless friends because of this. Nobody really knows who i am, neither do I.
It’s been 4 years now. But it has gotten worse.
I’m tired. Just tired.

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My mission is not to feel, my objective is not to think. I execute orders, and I eliminate targets without prejudice… one way or another

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