My wife is amazing, I love her so much. I fear that I am not good enough for her and all I am is a burden and a nuisance. It’s how I’ve been treated by most people who I have had close in my life. There’s nothing in this world I wouldn’t do for her, but I just always feel stupid and beneath her and her family. Like I’m always doing the wrong thing. I am sinking with this ship though, we will have our baby, I will be the best father and husband I can possibly be, provided we raise it well and they want to move out and get on with their lives after high school I’ll worry about our relationship again then. Bigger fish to fry right now. I love you and look forward to our future regardless of how it may seem……