I have no free will. I am a simple beast being dragged along through life by nothing but daydreams and impulsive pleasure seeking. If I am bad but not violent, I am reflecting my environment, not my character. I view unders through that same lens. It’s better than assuming everyone is evil based on their words and thoughts. If this is the end, it was a good ride, all things considered. Plenty of people would’ve killed to switch places with me, because none of them understand the hell in my head.