I'm obsessed with physical appearace because i know how ugly I truly am on the inside, in the dark, when no one is watching. And I delude myself into

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I’m obsessed with physical appearace because i know how ugly I truly am on the inside, in the dark, when no one is watching. And I delude myself into thinking I’m some deep intellectual romantic philosopher. Now that’s ugly. That’s why I’m not scared anymore. I’m honestly just a waste of taxpayer dollars, either way. Bullets are cheap. Turn me into wormfood, blue boys. Yall love shooting mentally ill men, don’t You? I ain’t gonna beg for my life. I’ll spit my blood in your face and tell you to finish what I started, p****. This ain’t a fairy tale. There ain’t no lesson to be learned. Life is just s*** and people are shut and I’m s*** and f*** you all I would’ve at least liked to get my d*** wet and maybe fallen in love again once before I died. Much worse men than me have had that much. But that’s the problem With focusing on what you don’t have. You lose sight of not only how to get what you want, but you also lose sight of what you have, and what you have really have to lose. We human beings are nothing without connection. And I have none left. None that will last. I’d rather go out now than see how much worse it gets. Goodbye everyone. Don’t pretend I wasn’t an a****** when I’m dead, you know I was. I don’t get a pass for being a coward and running away from my problems and blaming other people for my problems while convincing myself I was the hero prptagonist in a f****** fantasy novel my whole life. Like no bro. You’re that creepy Stoner who does nothing but play video games, jerk it, and talks to himself all day because he’s made sure that everyone who ever gave a f*** about him that wasn’t blood related learned there f****** lesson and never trusted him again. He’s hyperfocuded on some poor girl who he barely knows who he hasn’t talked to in 7 years because he’s so desperate for human connection that he just keeps coming back to the girl he cared about, the last time he felt human. Before he lost himself. It was naive to think after all of the mistakes and s***** things he had done, he would just be able to March forward and conquer the world like a badass. It’s kinda hard to stand backup when you shot yourself in the foot. I am human trash and I have no redeemable qualities. I am going to kill myself in the next couple of months. I do not want attention. I don’t want you to save me. Just let me die. Thanks. Goodbye.

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When my sisters son was 12, he would not m*********, so one Sunday morning me and my sister held him down and forcefully masturbated him, me and my sister were covered from head to foot with his s****, he was still hard, so i took my nephews erect p**** and put it in his mother’s C***,

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