i have no romantic feelings toward you, no desire to date you or kiss you or be your lover, my love for you is purely platonic, but it still makes me sick to my stomach when you talk about your boyfriend. every time you mention him it feels like being stabbed and every time you smile at a text from him it just feels like twisting the knife. i don’t like you romantically or s******* so i have no idea why i feel this way. i even have a boyfriend of my own. maybe it hurts to see someone i’m close to in a happier relationship than i am…? maybe it’s because you pay more attention to me than he ever does?
