Hey V,
I haven’t been the greatest of humans and I know that my pride is my greatest flaw. You have been nothing but the kindest to me, accepting my flaws and putting up with my tantrums. Yet I’m ungrateful and do things that put in difficult positions.
You know, I never expected things to end up like this. Still, after everything, I yearn for us to be more. For you to look at me the way you look at her, for you to crave me as much as I crave you.
So before I have the courage to confess my love; though I fear I never will, I wish to put this apology out there in the universe because I owe it to you. I’m sorry for all the times my words hurt you, for all my awful behavior. I am truly sorry.
I want the best for you and if the best is not having me in the equation, I’ll live with that.
Thank you for all that you’ve done for me. Thank you for taking me under your wing when I was isolated and had nothing. Thank you for existing and being the nicest person ever.
Love,
R
