I have never had very much luck with girls. I had girlfriends in middle school and high school and we fooled around, but it wasn’t until I was in my mid 20’s that I had s** for the 1st and only time with a girl. I started visiting adult bookstores to let guys s*** my d*** to make up for the action I wasn’t getting with girls and soon I gave up trying to pursue girls all together. I still like girls, but I really only look to men for s** now and it’s still just random anonymous hookups at adult bookstores, mostly through gloryholes. I still get nervous being face to face with guys even though I don’t know them and they don’t know me. It started out just letting guys s*** my d***, but after a few years of that I decided to try sucking a d*** and while I’m not very good at it I do enjoy the taste of a mans d*** in my mouth. I also got to f*** a man for the 1st time about 5 or 6 years ago and I love doing that. I haven’t gone out for s** much since the covid lockdowns, but I did get to f*** a guy raw last year for the 1st time and it felt amazing to pump my c** into his b***. I j******* every day thinking about having s** with men and I can’t wait to get back into regular visits to the bookstores. I used to go every week but I have only been about 3 times in the past 2 years and it’s driving me crazy.
