I spent years trying to change myself into someone that you couldnt resist, that you couldn’t help but love and be attracted to. I spent so long trying to accomplish what everyone said was an impossible task. I was branded a creep by the entire world and still I kept trying. And through all of this darkness, I thought maybe I had finally gotten close, that the light at the end of the tunnel might finally be visible. But all ive managed to do is lose myself. I spent so much time trying to change into someone you love, that I stopped being someone I could love in the process. Are you happy now? -cjpb