I’m tired. I’m tired of fighting so hard, trying so hard, yet getting no where. I lie in bed at night and cry. I have to go on but i don’t have the strength anymore. There are so many reasons why i shouldn’t give up, but i truly don’t know how much longer i can carry on. I’m rapidly reaching the end of my tether… and I’m scared.

Not scared of what i may do or what may happen…but scared by the fact that I’m increasingly not worried by that. I’m scared because I’m not scared.

I’m just tired of hurting, tired of failing… just… tired… let me rest, one way or another. I don’t care anymore.

Help