Sometimes my eyes get jealous of my heart because you always stay close to my heart and far from my eyes.

But tell me why my heart feel so attached to you. Who are you to me, a stranger whom I met years back and know practically nothing about.
I can’t even say you are just an acquaintance.. How can I when I miss you so much that even I don’t understand the whys and hows..

Who are you then?
The way you treated me in our brief encounters I can easily say you don’t deserve any feelings of love but then again the question arises why my heart feels so restless whenever you are on my mind. I don’t even miss my near ones with such intensity the way sometimes my heart misses you.

Do you feel the beat, can all these thoughts of mine be just imaginations, illusions or simple coincidence.
Is it only my heart feels the way it loves to visualize.. How can imaginations sustain for so long if there remains no concrete reciprocals. Years passed, my mind set how could it remain in same place. Nearly a decade if I am not wrong how could the journey continued.

Can you please make me understand.

I know you won’t because its nothing new.. Yes I am the same old fool still loving
but my mind feels no attachment, it doesn’t long the connection anymore with same old intensity cause it knows nothing will work out it’s all just false hope that sparks sometimes.
But I terribly fail to tame my heart it believes what it believes.
Nothing can be controlled my eyes see, heart feels, mind rejects , while my soul is becoming cold day by day.

It’s over yet not over….