I slipped again,every time i give in to my addictions i lose my connection to many things. I was talking to friend and took me a month to realised i was supposed to answer him about a situation, i forgot to research about a subject, i forgot to continue learning french. How many things have i forgotten? It feels kinda scary how i can get lost sometimes in my own mind if im not careful, while certain things, people, drugs, situation can get you addicted, it is our own mind that lets us get addicted. It weird how i just forgot, like certain things just stopped existed for me, every time it gets worse.
